Life hits me hard and When I need advice I must search online Only because I Don’t have anyone – No support system – It is difficult To cope without friends Without family – Where do you find friends?
Distant Distracted Discombobulated Dissociative Disconnected The pull of The emotions Is strong Encompassed By negativity My own creation Numb is the word Nothing feels right Disillusioned I haven’t Lost myself Because I Never found Myself Disdain
And then I arrived – I don’t know how I got there Or where I came from But I was there
Teacups melted time away Drinkers mumbled some nonsense A girl spun round and round Or was she dancing – A tree grew from the face With trinkets hanging and dangling – A rodent or some such looked my way
“What are you doing?”
“I’m thinking.” Said I.
“Why would you do an awful thing like that?”
I didn’t answer – The girl stopped spinning She looked up toward the tree Then she looked at me A tree arm gently raised her up And she became a dangling trinket The rodent spoke again
“I never said that, and you know it.”
Time melted into pools of paint So many colors – The rodent and the trinkets didn’t notice Pools of paint climbed up everything The things melted as time had The face from which the tree grew Had gone with time – It was the face of time
Only I remained Pools of paint crawling toward me – Where had time gone
From the poetry collection Cats, Coffee, Catharsis.Inspired by the paintings for “Alice in Wonderland” by Salvador Dali. Click here to see them all.