
i’m not the one to blame
when you have gone insane
you seem to want to tame
the life i live with pain
it’s freedom that i crave
but you don’t feel the same
oh no
you see
i’m begging on my knees
today
i plead
why won’t you let me
i guess i have no choice
it’s me that you annoy
it seems i’ve lost my voice
i hear you rejoice
it brings you joy to see
all this tragedy
i can’t
believe
you’d do all this to me
the heart
in me
it blinds me to your deeds
this pain
i feel
i will never reveal
to them
to me
i will never be free
Early poetry from James. From the poetry collection Pariah Bound: The Lonesome Poetry.